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[May. 24th, 2010|06:33 am] |
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| god blessed the broken road |
[May. 17th, 2010|03:49 am] |
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i was way past that even at her age, so this time i can safely say "been there, done that".
some people are simply too incapable of acting their age.
on a brighter note, i'm fairly happy and thankful for all that God has blessed me with. somehow, the falsity surrounding the friends i once had apparently made me grow harder.
but i welcome the change, i may have been a fool in the past but the blame would solely be on myself if i get fooled twice by the same people.
karma bites you twice as bad so i don't really have much to lose. okay, probably a couple of heartbreaks and tears over a couple of worthless idiots.
so i thank god, alhamdulillah, he's pretty much always there when i hit the ground. sometimes, you just can't bring yourself to talk to your mother or siblings about the guilt, shame or the ugly stuff. thanks, sunshine.
well, who needs anyone when there's my family, him and God?
2005
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| super sized me |
[May. 11th, 2010|12:00 am] |
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people just don't get it-- i really DO have a pressing need to lose weight.
let's get real, everyone should have a vague idea of their individual ideal-look.
so here's exactly what i'm working for when i say that I.AM.ON.A.DIET.
thank god for night shift, perfect excuse to skip all my sinful meals.
 
 
clockwise: mischa barton, nicole richie, miranda kerr, the olsen twins
they say "weight obsession", i say "dang perfection"
they say "eat more to grow your boobs", i say "no ma'am, i don't care much for boobs as long as i have flat abs"
i really don't yearn for curves and golden globes like Kim K or Mariah whoever.
so sue me.
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| Peter and Paul |
[May. 9th, 2010|09:18 pm] |
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i guess i'm just too uncool for them, eh.
that's fine, i'll just slip away-- nice and easy.
i'll just look forward to "iron butt"
now that's totally worth dying for :)
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| Al-Mudhill, The Humiliator |
[Apr. 15th, 2010|07:40 pm] |
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Know that you can never elude God, and that, verily, God shall bring disgrace upon all who refuse to acknowledge the truth.
At-Tawbah 9:2, tr. Asad
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| Bargain with the devil |
[Apr. 13th, 2010|09:31 am] |
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Suddenly i don't see myself with him for the next 5 years, let alone the rest of my life.
Shit. Who altered my brain and demolished my convinction?
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